Saturday 5 May 2012

Post 12: Confessions of a Fat Lad – April 2012



Hello, and welcome to the 12th entry in my New York Marathon training blog. THE 12th! More on that later...

Thanks, as always, for taking the time to read my updates. If you don’t already know, I’m running the New York Marathon in November in memory of my sister and in aid of The Joanna Brown Trust, a charity we’ve founded in her memory. Having the support of everyone means a lot and as the date draws ever nearer I’m sure I’ll need that support more ever.

The fact I write these blogs every month and this is my 12th means I’ve been doing this for a year now. A YEAR! It is actually really scary how fast it has gone. The most worrying thing is when I start this journey I hoped to be a lot further on in terms of my training and fitness than I currently am. I have been training but probably not as much as I could have done, if I am being honest. I am feeling better then I go running, I think I’ve found a rhythm and technique and so therefore feel I’m not too far away from making some real progress. If anything it’s all psychological.

Three friends of mine ran the London Marathon a few weeks ago in aid of The Joanna Brown Trust. Katie and I went down to support them and it was such a brilliant day. Bruce, Kiwi & Helen all did so fantastically well. Whilst there I wasn’t sure how it was going to make me feel about New York. It’s the first marathon I’ve ever been to. Having been there and seen the runners and supporters, especially in the finish area, was really inspiring. In previous blogs I’ve said about the difference between ‘I will do’ and ‘I can do’ the NYC Marathon. Now, having seen all those people and experienced the event as a whole I WANT to do it.

It seems strange to say that as I always thought the personal reasons why I’m doing this would be more than enough to get me through. I do think that will be the case in the end but I also have this extra motivation of ‘what an amazing thing to do in your life’. Until now I hadn’t ever really thought about in that way and I’m sure it will help me get through the difficult times ahead.

Overall, if I look back at the last year I’m nowhere near where I’d have hoped to be. I just need to keep faith, it may well be blind faith, but it is still faith...

Thanks for listening


Rich